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i don’t know anymore it seems. i don’t want to know anymore, because this, this is all just a broken dream. a replay, a reminder of what my life really is, no matter how much i pretend.
wow, you must really love me.
wow, you must really hate me.
wow, can i just wake from this dream,
or maybe sleep some more, fall deeper into the darkness that not even darkness itself can touch me.
what am i even saying, what am i even thinking.
i can’t go away, you won’t let me, i see.
so i guess i’ll just sit here and wallow in my pain as you cast down rain to cover up my shame.
wow, you must really love me.
wow, you must really hate me.
wow, can i just wake from this dream,
or maybe sleep some more, fall deeper into the darkness that not even darkness itself can touch me.
what am i even saying, what am i even thinking.
i can’t go away, you won’t let me, i see.
so i guess i’ll just sit here and wallow in my pain as you cast down rain to cover up my shame.