Crows

New lows, old crows
I don't know how to grow
When you're on the throne
I got this tick in my mind
Wish you would let me unwind
My heart goes boom
Goin crazy alone in this room
It takes two to talk
But clearly that doesn't apply on your clock
never gave the time of day
While the others came and stayed
I'm not like those goons
You try to swoon
wouldn't let me do me
you don't decide when I'm free
Patience is all I've got
To keep me going in this time slot
Your time tics slower than the rest
It's the hardest to ingest.
Maybe one day I can prove to you
That my time is precious and true
By then I'm sure it'll be too late
For you to change our fate
Never would have thought it would come to this
Now were both alone in this dark abyss
Disappointment has no end
It's now my new best friend
One day you may see
What a friendship should be
I won't be there when you come back
I'm through with these panic attacks
I leave you be in your nest
unlike your guests
I deserved the best.