Unwanted Memories and Feelings

My mind is reeling
My heart is aching
My being is straining
To thoughts of you
And trying to resist
Those thoughts of you
Please just leave me
Take every memory away
I want to forget
I need to forget
You make me feel
Things that I hate
Things that I love
It makes me angry
Let me move on
Let me be happy
I truly hate you
Because I love you
I shouldn't love you
I shouldn't hate you
You have ruined me
You make me feel
I reject these feelings
They make me cry
They make me sad
They make me laugh
They make me happy
I am going mad
Dwelling on these emotions
Of love and hate
And everything in between
Why won't they leave
You made me feel