Forever Lost

Today is my final day,
My world has turned a dark gray,
I fall down and I just lay,
Wait for God to take me away.

I'm gone in a field of moss,
I don't think of what is a loss,
I want to stay forever lost.

I'll leave this world.
Listening to the music in my room,
Or painting a picture my friends think are so "cool",
I cry and drown in a sorrowful pool.

The pressure there is too much,
But she thinks its never enough,
My brain is starting to fry into mush,
I need to get away; into a world of lust

I want to stay forever lost