Gone

Gone
Forever he will be
Gone for eternity
I lay between his sheets
Smelling his scent he leaves
I lay there and I weep
Begging him to come back to me
To lay in his arms and slowly fall asleep
Those memories I will always keep
'Today don't try to take your life away'
He would always say
'But life without you will always bring pain,'
I would sadly complain
I look up at the night sky
Stars reminding me of your eyes
I grab my knife and start to slice
The pain never felt so nice
I grab the gun and place it to my head
Having the greatest desire to be dead
To finally be with you
I point the gun and shoot
You appear and all my guilt and fears

Gone