3:59 AM
I wish that I could change myself
To stop trying so hard
To be beautiful
I keep trying and trying
And it's so hard to stop
Wishing that someone else could see
Maybe my paranoia plays into it
Maybe I have an overactive imagination
But I can't help thinking that maybe someone will see
And maybe they'll hate me
But maybe they'll be the thing I need
But the thing is
I don't want to need someone
I want to be independent
I want to be happy
I don't want to feel this way
Not any more
I can't keep living this way
I don't even know anything about myself anymore
I can't help what I think
But I just don't know anymore
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I just
Don't
Know
To stop trying so hard
To be beautiful
I keep trying and trying
And it's so hard to stop
Wishing that someone else could see
Maybe my paranoia plays into it
Maybe I have an overactive imagination
But I can't help thinking that maybe someone will see
And maybe they'll hate me
But maybe they'll be the thing I need
But the thing is
I don't want to need someone
I want to be independent
I want to be happy
I don't want to feel this way
Not any more
I can't keep living this way
I don't even know anything about myself anymore
I can't help what I think
But I just don't know anymore
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
I just
Don't
Know