Walking in Circles.
Up until now I forgot about pain.
That ache in your heart when he goes away.
That sadness that lurks at the end of the day,
And you pray for it to go away but it will stay.
It must never leave.
A heart shattered by love that was never real.
A slice on your skin for the pain that you feel.
An unsteady stomach, skipping a meal.
A hope he'll admit to the things that he feels.
And he feels nothing.
The room is so dark as I sit on the floor.
To scared to ask if there was anything more.
Thinking he's hurting, but not so sure.
It''s a blur there's no us anymore because of her.
She took you.
I can't say I was completely blind.
I never had a right to call you mine.
So I'll fake a smile and pretend that I'm fine.
But inside I have died and I've lost my mind.
You were my sanity.
So farewell my love, I must do away now.
Back to my place by the wall on the ground.
Back to the stage of not making a sound.
Never aloud to ever be found.
I'll leave you alone now.
...
I wrote this for my ex after we broke up. I love him. I thought me and him could work through things, but maybe we just aren't strong enough. He's barely made an effort to look at me the past three days. God, I hate my life. Fuck me. Fuck him. Fuck love.
♥ ,the ghost girl.
That ache in your heart when he goes away.
That sadness that lurks at the end of the day,
And you pray for it to go away but it will stay.
It must never leave.
A heart shattered by love that was never real.
A slice on your skin for the pain that you feel.
An unsteady stomach, skipping a meal.
A hope he'll admit to the things that he feels.
And he feels nothing.
The room is so dark as I sit on the floor.
To scared to ask if there was anything more.
Thinking he's hurting, but not so sure.
It''s a blur there's no us anymore because of her.
She took you.
I can't say I was completely blind.
I never had a right to call you mine.
So I'll fake a smile and pretend that I'm fine.
But inside I have died and I've lost my mind.
You were my sanity.
So farewell my love, I must do away now.
Back to my place by the wall on the ground.
Back to the stage of not making a sound.
Never aloud to ever be found.
I'll leave you alone now.
...
I wrote this for my ex after we broke up. I love him. I thought me and him could work through things, but maybe we just aren't strong enough. He's barely made an effort to look at me the past three days. God, I hate my life. Fuck me. Fuck him. Fuck love.
♥ ,the ghost girl.