As the Sun Goes Down

Ive always felt so far and cold
My anger kicks in and all i start is a fight over the phone
telling you, you better change your tone
And these fights get blown out of proportion
im losing my princess and im losing the throne
as these words get thrown out as distortion.
We just going through the same motion
i wake up and tell you good morning
you tell me good luck at work and you love me
Then it comes without a warning
soon enough we cant even see eye to eye

You ask me whats the lie whats going to pass us by
What will we avoid till it comes out later and destroy
So now i turn around and see my parents
They look right through me like im transparent
I failed you but my hearts still fighting and i get asked how can it
You push shove hit punch slash like we know how it ends like a bad car crash
then i snapped back to reality look around and get angry and blame my past
Then i lash out to anyone who tries to come and help
You act like you know what i dealt with and what i felt

So now i wake up alone put on my hoody grab my phone grab my knife
walk to my bike wondering what will i do with my life
try to text her but what do i say im a coward im afraid
i lash at her so she lashes back thinking back of a fight we just had
never thrown a fist but these words hurt more then any hits
Why cant you smile what have i done?
riding past the mountains which cover the sun
ironic how seems like the closer i try to get everyone runs
Im stuck between my past and who i am now
which one will last and which one will pass
And now the sun is down