How do I

How do I move on now?
You gave up
You Forgot
But I haven't?

How do I move on now?
Torn and happy
My life is great
My heart's as deep as the abyss

Is this really happening
Am I cursed
The man who found his way
The man who lost his way

The tears are burning in
Hurting you was only one of my sins
Apologies are nothing now!
Apologies are all I have now!

I smile, I feel it hurt
Is it because I'm not smiling at you
I said I moved on
But how can I now you are gone?

Apologies are nothing now!
Apologies are all I have now!