People Always Leave

People always leave
when I need them the most, so I no longer believe
in them when they that they'll stay
in my sky they're the dark patches of grey
the reason I slowly fade away
bit by bit everyday
trust is so hard to give
because people lie so I can't forgive
I feel trapped in a shell
my true feelings I can never tell
after all these moments that I tried but fell
flat on my face
I feel completely out of place
with no one by my side
In my shadows I continue to hide
and watch in silent as people continue to push me aside
I am smiling on the outside
I show no weakness they can never see what's inside
because people always leave

and end up far far away from me