More to Me

The longing now forgotten
Wrapped in Death's embrace
Eyes straining through the Darkness
To catch a glimpse of your face
The days are now receding
Into the blackest of dreams
And everything else fades away
Until nothing is as it seems
I call for you, I scream out
Are my cries falling on deaf ears?
I fall to my knees, I'm begging you
Won't you wipe away my tears?
Or am I nothing to you now?
Have you just pushed me aside?
Are you past the point of caring
Whether I live or die?
Fuck it, I've lost it all
Without you in my arms
Maybe I'll add a few scars
As I write this sad song

Cuz I'm just a mess
I'm just a memory
Now I must confess
That you meant more to me
Than anyone else
Than anything
You were the part
That meant everything

Now I lie awake in bed
Alone with cold sheets
Unable to warm myself
With the secrets that I keep
I keep staring at the phone
But it never rings
I keep listening to the sounds
The silence of everything
I think I've lost myself
I've fallen much to far
I'll keep wearing my sleeves long
To hide my shameful scars
No, it's not your fault
No, you're not to blame
I was the one
Who fell into your sick game

Cuz I'm just a mess
I'm just a memory
Now I must confess
That you meant more to me
Than anyone else
Than anything
You were the part
That meant everything

I'm done now
Ill dry my burning eyes
They're red now
The things I've done that I despise
And I'm done now
I'm done with this life
I'm over it
I'll see you in the sky...

Cuz I'm just a mess
I'm just a memory
Now I must confess
That you meant more to me
Than anyone else
Than anything
You were the part
That meant everything
Yeah, baby, you were the part
That meant everything
To me