Some One Whom You Have Forgotten

dont tell me that im worth something more when you leave me
here for nothing more than a broken down old empty
shell of the girl i used to be.
dont tell me that you love me if you
leave me all alone when i need you most;
at night when the monsters say hello.
Dont try to make me believe that im going somewhere
one day, im stuck in this hell hole for the rest
of my life due to our financial issues.
maybe one day my love, you will realize that the
nice things you apply to me, are actually truer about you.
please dont hold me thight when the only thing i want to do is get out of here and roam free like a butterfly, flying away. carrying all fears and rejection from society that may come and go.