What If?

The day I woke up and you were gone,
A missing piece,
A hole inside,
A fucked up puzzle,
Frozen in time.

Your smile,
Your laugh,
The things we never had,
The pain,
That left me hollow inside,
Torn to pieces,
Coz now you’re dead,
And I’m forgotten,
The memories that should,
Have been ours,
Stolen,
In those few precious moments,
And stop and think,
It all boils down to the “what ifs”.

The things I forgot,
I love you’s,
I’m sorry’s,
Birthday’s forgotten,
Broken glasses, broken plates,
Broken sobs, broken fate,
Wooden coffin,
Now you’re gone, by your grave,
I stop and wonder,
What if? What if? What if?