Mind Tricks and Voices

My mind is playing tricks on me
Trying to make me believe things that aren’t true
They’re telling me he’s still alive
But I know it’s a lie
The voices tell he faked everything
But I know that’s not true
But take a minute
If he actually was alive
Would you still love him?
Yes
If he faked his death would still trust him?
No
Why?
He lied
He hurt me more than anything
I would never trust again
I would never forgive him
But that would never happen
Because he’s dead
Underground
Never coming back
I know all the voices are wrong
That my mind is playing tricks
But you know what
It hurts
But I’m not sure what hurts more
That it’s not true
Or
That my mind is sure
That it is true
He’s gone
And
Never
Coming
Back