I Wonder What It Feels Like to Love and Be Loved Back

There's many types of love
But the one I desperately want
Is romantic love
I don't want roses
Or candle lit dinners
I just want someone to love me
Not like my family loves me
Or like my friends love me
But like another person loving me
Holding me
Laughing with
Feeling with me
I don't know how to be loved
I don't know how to be paid attention to
I mean people see
People hear me
But they don't always notice me
I think if I was loved
Maybe
Just maybe
They would notice me
Notice how I really feel
Notice that I'm not always alright
I've wondered all my life what that'd be like
To have someone know me better than anyone
And to know someone better than anyone
I've wondered if it's possible
If it's meant to happen to me
If would last
All this time
I've wondered
Always wondered
I don't think I'll ever know
What it feels like to love and be loved back