Message in a Bottle

I love you but I am to afraid to tell you my love
everytime I try and speak my voice barely goes above a whisper
I shiver and fall apart
just at the sound of your voice my darling
you are oblvious of the effect you have on me
how I lose my air
and can no longer breathe
you just continue to gaze into my eyes
and you smile the most earth shattering
breathtaking smile
and I internally melt inside
liquify into a puddle of deep red
Am I simply a mosquito trapped in amber?
because I feel completely trapped, like I have no control
when I am around you time stands still

So my love I am writing this letter to you
I hope that you will find
my heart splattered across this page
and reach each word line by line
and see that my feelings are true
here is a secret that you don't know
you make my heart stop
you allow blood to keep pumping to my heart
you reassure me that everything is going to be ok
you take all the stress I feel away
I long to slowly dance with you
to run through a meadow of endless green
to run my fingers through you hair
to stand on the tip of my toes as I kiss your lips
this is my letter to you my love
but my darling I am too afraid to tell you the truth
in constant fear of what you might say or even do
but when you get that look in your eyes
I am mesmerized and I gaze deeply at you and fall into a trance
falter to my knees
to weak to move
I enclose this letter with a soft and lingering kiss
place it into a bottle
and toss it into the sea of green and blue
I hope my love that this message reaches you
and that you smile as I so often do
every single second
that I spend
thinking of you