I am broken

Lost and afraid, hiding...
Hiding from the pain.
But it surrounds me,
engulfs me.
Surrounds me in darkness.
My only light inside me,
but quickly it is dying.
Everywhere,
there's no escape.
I can't escape this sadness,
this fear and this hopelessness.
This anger.
More and more,
I feel it becomes me.
I am broken.
And I don't know how to fix myself.