Our First and Last Kiss

It seems the spark just wasn't there
For him
There were fireworks and warn feelings
For me
I guess I didn't expect much
I mean it wasn't romantic
Nor was is smooth
It was just me
Asking for my very first kiss
I wanted my very first kiss before college
I wanted it to be with a guy I trusted
A guy I already kind of liked
I maybe hoped on the off chance he'd agree
And that maybe
Just maybe
He'd have felt the same
Or possibly this kiss
My very first kiss
Would make him look my way
Make him have feeling for me too
But I don't think it did
Because he let go of my hand
Look one look at my red hot face
And walked away
Like that was nothing
Like it meant nothing
He stole my heart
And I gave him my very first kiss
I wonder if he'll remember it
Like I will years later
Maybe not exactly like I will
But at least remember it
I'll have more first kisses to have with other boys
But I'll never get another very first kiss
That will always be his
I hope he can find the first kiss
That will cause him fireworks
I know that I'll keep looking for my first kiss
That causes my fireworks
To jump his lips
Make his lips tingle
M\Like mine did
With my very first kiss
So now
Unless he wants a second kiss
Before I find my next first
That was and always will be
Our first and last kiss