Girlfriend Material

I never thought I'd be girlfriend material.
I've always thought I was something reusable.
Something used once and forgotten tomorrow.
But you make me think I'm worth something,
That this life I'm living means something more.
I've always thought I was a good for nothing fool.
I've been used, beaten down, bullied, and abused,
But you looked beyond that at me.
The actual girl behind the tortured frown or half smile.
The girl that's been through so much,
But yet, is still here barley getting by in life.
A jobless, scarred fool that wants nothing more than to hide
Hide from the world and from herself.
From all the problems, and everything she has to do.
The girl that wants to succeed in something,
Either in writing, in art, or maybe some sort of life.
You saw past everything.
My broken expression and lousy style.
My crappy life and odd family.
You saw me and that's got to be something, right?
You can't just disappear,
Not after all the hope you've given me.
But when I have the time I can't help but wonder,
When you're going to give up.
Because I'm nothing special.
Just you're typical thinks she's broken teenage girl.
So not you're typical girlfriend material.