I Worry

Life is shambles
Tears of shame
You're shot down
And you fall like rain

Your chest is pressured
Your hands clench
Your palms sweat
And your heart starts to wrench.

You think of why
You're even alive
You think of dying
You want to die

Your life is panful
Your life is hard
I wish I could help
Its you I want to guard

I want to save you
Save you
Save you from yourself
Please don't do…

Don't do the bad
Don't put your head down
Put down the sadness
Turn away the frown

I know your feelings
I know them well
But I don't understand
The whole of your hell

I don't understand
I want you to be okay
I want to help
To have you see another day

My love…I worry
I worry so,
I only don't want
To see you go

I worry so much
Maybe TOO much
But if I didn't
Who'd be your crutch?

I know you're limping
Limping in pain
Trying to move
Ignoring all shame

But I see it
I see in your eyes
I see the strife and struggle
You've had your whole life

I see it
I want to help you
But I don't know how
Or what to do

Don't do the same things as I
For those mistakes will cost dearly
It made me lose
People I held dearly

I don't want you to change
I want whats best
For you
I don't want you to have this on your chest

In my heart I know
That I overreacted today
I'm sorry if I'm too worrisome
But I want you to be okay

I'm sorry if I hurt you
You can hurt me back if you wish
Just please be okay
Please live well and be alright

Be okay
I worry a lot
I worry that possibly
I'll lose you to pot.

You're responsible
You might need an escape
Use me instead
Of that wretched plant

I know how it happens
You start off "its fine"
Then it gets worse
And the use starts to climb

I've fought with this before
I know the things it does
Its an escape
The curse of its buzz

It relieves the pain
It takes away the hurt
It envelops you in its arms
And leaves you in the dirt

Soon its addicting
You find yourself with it day by day
I can't make you not do it
But I'll worry in every way

I'll worry if you're okay
I'll worry about your well being
I'l worry about your health
I'll worry about your feelings

My love
I worry a lot
I'm sorry if I hurt you more
Though I can't stop

Worrisome me
Its what I am to be
I want you to be okay
Just you and me

I know I could seem
Like I say it every day
But I've said it thousands of times
I want you to be okay.