The Broken Hearted

You have been my best friend ever since I was nine
At fourteen I have so many feelings jumbled inside
But your the only one on my mind
Day and night, I think of you
Wishing you were mine

I want to tell you
I NEED to tell you
The way you make my smile and laugh
The way you make me feel inside

All warm and bubbly
Until you go
Then all I feel is...
Freezing cold

You have been my friend
For ever and ever
And we talk all night online
About our futures

When we're together
We do silly things
Like dance and sing
But only when no one else is around

Today is the day
Im finally ready
I click your profile
your online

"I love you"
It comes out like a bullet
Swift and quick
I wait

I wait and wait
What is taking so long ?
Then you say
"really ? you like me..... "

Thats all he said
I was expecting him to say he loved me back
Im not sure why
A tear dropped down my cheek
I begin to cry

Although my heart told me not too
My head said YES
I replied "Wow I was joking, silly !"
He said "Ohh ok"
Ok ?

I logged off
Tears rushing down my face
I regretted everything
Now I'm broken for life

We talk a lot less
He doesn't care
He has a girlfriend
She's gorgeous and popular

I guess I'm jealous
But I can't help think that
If i had been honest
And just said "Yes"
That maybe he would of said he loved me too

Well what do you think
This is all true
Im writing this now
To warn you

If you love someone tell them
Don't back down
Just say it
Or maybe you will just end up like me

Writing a love poem, no one will read
With tears rushing down the page
All alone
Broken hearted

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