Landslide

I showed my heart,
and you took it down.
I built my confidence,
and turned around.
And I saw my reflection,
in this bottle of pills.
The landslide brought me down.
Oh mirror in the sky,
Up above.
Can I try to restart and rise above?
Can I see all the people who care for who they are?
Can I hold those accountable for my scars?
I don't know.
Well, ive been afraid of changing;
Because I've only lived for you.
Time makes you colder;
You're getting older,
i'm getting older too.
I've been afraid of changing;
Because I cannot live without you.
So take this love;
or I will drownd.
In my own pity and turn around.
If you see my reflection in the crevice of your soul,
Then the landslide brought me down.