Dots

shoot,
fall,
loose,

wrap yourself up in a ball,

hide,
weep,
fight,

never let them seek,

you,
out,
of the crowd,

I am watching you now,

My,
eyes,
steady,

they trace your disguise,

i,
prefer,
you,

not your lies that shield inner hurt,

you,
have,
let,

yourself doubt all you have, yet you don't fucking see what I am?

Nothing,
Hurtful,
Empty,

yet you are one to be helpful,

you,
cry,
inside,

but I don't bother to hide such emotions,

you,
are,
strong,

I will never be alike that, my heart,

will,
never,
have,

it all together,

dots,
are,
all,

that i see when I think back to our start,

you,
were,
an,

ordinary girl,

you,
helped,
me,

you never thought of yourself,

but,
now,
you,

are the one to still help out,

i,
fall,
you,

here my call,

but,
i,
wasn't,

considerate enough to ever hear yours,

how,
can,
you,

be so forgiving, damn,

I,
don't,
know,

how you do it, I guess I just don't,

I,
lie,
really,

I do know how you keep a hold of it, when really you're breaking inside,

you,
tell,
yourself,

you are nothing, you fucking put yourself down,

but,
you,
aren't,

nothing at all, that was and is never true,

you,
are,
human,

you fucked up, but at least you don't continue to,

like,
I,
do,

yet you still fight,

for,
me,
but,

all I ask is why?

I,
see,
faint,
dots above me,

but,
they,
are,

not my warning,

they,
are,
for,

you.

and,
I,
am,

sorry, as I never give it all I had,

to,
help,
you,

but you always did,

just,
know,
that,

you are not nothing, you are near perfect.