Alone from here on in

In the darkness alone I dwell
Am I lost? Have I found hell?
I see you lying there so still, so beautiful
The noon light shimmers off your delicate face

The closer I move the further you are from my reach
I start to hasten, I start to quicken my pace
No matter how I struggle, I can not cover the breach
I feel trapped, unable to move, can’t run from this place

I need to hold you, feel the warmth of embrace
Slowly I feel the pull, the calling of my name
The noon light fades, closing the invisible case
All I have left is my internal shame

“Clear!! I feel the pull again
“We have a pulse” they are calling my name
“We lost the other” for ever my shame
“He’s stabilizing” alone from here on in.