Restrained Feelings

I wonder how deep your feelings are for me. I know that they are there, it's obvious that you care for me and even more so you know that I care for you too. There are times that I want to ask and we actually have a serious conversation about how deep our "love" runs. And there are times that I don’t, probably because I'm afraid of what impact it would have on us.

For what it's worth, you are an amazing woman, an incredible friend with a unique personality that radiates everyone to be a better human being. All that excluding how beautiful you are.

All I want is to make you happy and keep you happy because you do the same for me. There are moments when words can't express how much I miss you and care about you. Back then it used to be so overwhelming that it hurt.

You are truly an irreplaceable piece of my life, I dare to say I tried imagining how it would be like if you weren't part of my life. And I must say, nothing can make me sadder than those thoughts right now.

Anyways, I love you, I have for a long time now and I will never stop loving you.