Goodbyes

i have said my goodbyes.
now i take a deep breath.
cutting my wrists, i see everyone i'll miss.

but now is no time for regrets.
just goodbyes, goodbye to the ones who have help me.
goodnight my lovelies.

now my goodbyes have been said i close my eyes.
preparing for what's ahead.
death, not only that but loneliness.

something i've dealt with my whole life.
goodnight and goodbye, my loves.