Teasing My Mind

Anxiety every time, keeps messing with my mind.
They're fighting all the time,
Don't you see the neon signs?
I'll bleed subconsciously before I'm almost gone,
I'll feed on everything before it's almost gone.

And I'm lost, I'm lost,
But I'm subconsciously hearing,
I'm subconsciously bleeding,
And I know,
And I know,
You're just teasing my mind.

I'll change all the colouring,
Erase all the memories,
The faith that I had in me is not what I'm bleeding for.
I'll change all the colouring,
Erase all the memories,
Haven't we heard this cry before?
And it's not - not what I'm looking for,
'Cause it's not - not what I'm looking for.

I'm anxious all the time, and it's messing with my mind,
I'm fighting every time, can't you see the neon signs?
And I'll scream uncontrollably before everyone,
And I'll bleed subconsciously just to hide all the fun.

And I'm lost, I'm lost,
But I'm screaming every time,
I'm lost, I'm lost,
You're just messing with my mind.
And I'm lost,
And I'm lost,
I'm subconsciously hearing,
I'm subconsciously bleeding,
And I know,
And I know,
You're just teasing my mind.

I'll change all the colouring,
Erase all the memories,
The faith that I had in me is not what I'm bleeding for.
I'll change all the colouring,
Erase all the memories,
Haven't we heard this cry before?
And it's not - not what I'm looking for,
'Cause it's not - not what I'm looking for.

So throw away my energy,
Beat away my insecurities,
In touch of all my favourite things,
I am not the one that saves you,
I am not the one who hurt you.

And I'm lost,
And I'm lost,
You're just messing with my mind,
And I'm lost,
And I'm lost,
You're just teasing every time.
I'm subconsciously hearing,
I'm subconsciously bleeding,
And I know,
And I know,
You're just teasing my mind.

I'll change all the colouring,
Erase all the memories,
The faith that I had in me is not what I'm bleeding for.
I'll change all the colouring,
Erase all the memories,
Haven't we heard this cry before?
And it's not - not what I'm looking for,
'Cause it's not - not what I'm looking for.