The Renegade

In case you didn't know
Don't try and make me stay.
It's in my blood
Yes,
Because I'm a renegade.

I never stay in one place
So I won't be here long.
I stay for days
Not even weeks.

Please don't try,
Try and find me
Because you won't
I'll be far away from this city.

Don't expect me to come back,
Don't you See?
What I am?
I'm a gipse

I sit in the train,
With thoughts of you.
But it needs stop
And I hate what you did and do.

As I stare out the window
I see your face,
I feel your lips
And now that I've left
Everything feels out of place.

I start to feel the wetness
The wetness of my tears.
They roll down my cheeks,
And I was to be with me.

I doubt why I left,
But I wipe my tears away
This is my life, and my ways.
Yes,
I'm a renegade.
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There will be a part two, but not now