A Deadly Embrace

Another fake smile, just another empty day.
I ask of you what I thought was simple.
Love me and you'll save me from my own deadly embrace.
You scream I have ice in my veins, not a heart that beats in my chest.
You watch me wither away.
You watch carelessly as I decay.
If my heart were to ever stop pumping, if I were to ever die,
Would you hold your head up high with pride?
My chest is nothing but an empty, dark box.
I have finally found the paradox.
Black; darkness is all I see.
I wish it would swallow me whole, and take me away from this misery.
Water fills my lungs as sorrow succumbs my heart.
As I see you drive away, I feel the knife calling my name.
This blade yearning for my chest, should I just let the blade win?
Will that make you happy?
I never judged your infidelities.
I always looked past your wrong-doings.
So what did I do that was oh-so-wrong to make you stop loving me?