Barely.

I am suburbia.

I am in the middle.

I want to be cool.
Like them city folk.
Like my cat.
Cool as a cucumber.

I want to be tough.
Like a cowboy.

I wanna play the piano like
Thelonious Monk
I want to play the guitar like
Willie Nelson

I wanna write like
Charles Bukowski
I wanna write like
Rabindranath Tagore

I want to be a redneck
And a hillbilly
And a gangster
And Pete Seeger
And Joan Baez
And Charlie Parker
And Kurt Cobain

What should I be?..

I am suburbia.

I live in 2 homes.
And I am neither.

I am suburbia.

I don't know what I am.
Not who
Not what
Not when
Not where
Not why
Barely even -if-

I don't know what I am.

I don't know what I am.

I don't know what I am.

But people call me

Austin.
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