Cupcakes are Suicide
I don’t know what this is,
a poem or a rant,
all I know is I need to eat….
But I can’t.
Addiction
to
starvation
is
eating me
alive,
Hunger pain
is
ignored by
these
bones that
I hide.
I’m fulfilled when empty,
bad habits that kill,
I promise everyone I won’t…
But I will.
Cupcakes
are
suicide,
for
temptation shall
worsen,
The skinny
sad
version of
the
jolly fat
person.
Pretend not to notice,
my soul that has died,
you thought I was getting better….
But I lied.
Atrophy
to
digestion
is
my worst source
of pain,
It’s feeding
my
obsession
with
excuse to
refrain.
My body is broken,
clogged and corroded,
just a girl disappearing…..
My cupcake is loaded.
a poem or a rant,
all I know is I need to eat….
But I can’t.
Addiction
to
starvation
is
eating me
alive,
Hunger pain
is
ignored by
these
bones that
I hide.
I’m fulfilled when empty,
bad habits that kill,
I promise everyone I won’t…
But I will.
Cupcakes
are
suicide,
for
temptation shall
worsen,
The skinny
sad
version of
the
jolly fat
person.
Pretend not to notice,
my soul that has died,
you thought I was getting better….
But I lied.
Atrophy
to
digestion
is
my worst source
of pain,
It’s feeding
my
obsession
with
excuse to
refrain.
My body is broken,
clogged and corroded,
just a girl disappearing…..
My cupcake is loaded.