Days Gone By

yeah, Avery told me
that you told her
to tell me
that you're doing alright.

no more crying
during long nights.

betrayed by your body
betrayed by the world
the last time we talked
we said nothing.

i want to say that understanding
goes both ways,
that forgiveness
shouldn't be one-sided.

but in this case,
it is.
i can't help but
still HATE you.

you left me
a
l
o
n
e
;
when i needed you the most.

so you can take your boyfriend
& your hormone therapy
& shove it
up your ass.

bc i will hang on
to this HATE
until it
K
I
L
L
S
!
me.
♠ ♠ ♠
Just another pile of not-poetic shit that comes from my knowing – or having known – Jay.