Time Flies

My days of dreaming,
Were over at 15,
But daddy decided that,
Not me.
My times of fun,
Ended at the start,
But my brain decided that,
Not me.
My long nights,
Stopped weeks ago,
But the pills helped with that,
Not me.
My sanity wares thin,
But they all helped with that,
Not me.
My days are numbered,
But life decided that,
Not me.
My vividness fades,
But I let it,
Just me.