Watch My Scars

I cant do this
nothing changes
and im sick of hanging
with this rope around my neck
he's alright
I lose my fight
and they just shake their heads
Something pulls
fills me full
this fucking heroin
He said he forgave
said theres nothing to save
I cannot forget the past

I tried before
became a whore
just to get a fix
and he knew it
knew fucking everything
and so we ended
and again I ran
far from him
I only asked for a hero
He said he'd stay
and lied instead
rolled off the bed
I watched him walk away

I gave up?
WHAT THE FUCK
I want to take it back
Please one more
Just come back
please forget
Im fucking caving in
Fuck this heroin
I carve scars
Watch the stars
See them fading out