blade

It's like an addiction, slipping this blade through my skin.
I yearn for it when i don't feel so alive.
But I know I'll never end, once i begin...
And when I can't fight the unshead tears i need to cry,
When everything's become more than shattered and broken,
When the world refuses to see who I am
When i become the invisible man...
I yearn for the blade of this knife....
Then I can cry....
I know you'll never understand.