Things I Never Got To Say

I wonder if it hurt
You, as much as it did me
Throw a bit of dirt
On it, and then just let it be
I wonder if you slept
If you felt the bed empty
What secrets were kept
That were never told to me

These are the questions
I ask myself every day
Residual remorse for things
That I never got to say

A blunder that I live
With, never to know for sure
What I had to give
So, that I could still procure
An answer to a question
That I forgot to ask
But I have the impression
It’s at the bottom of this flask

These are the things
That haunt me to this day
Ghosts of things I wanted
That I never got to say

I wonder when you’ll stop
Starring in my dreams
You still make my heart drop
As I stifle my screams

These are the things
Hidden in my brain
Thoughts turned into monsters
Out to come and play