Nothing to Gain

I love the pain
I give myself
Love the pain
I take for granted all the love
Because I love the pain
Now I have nothing to gain

I say fuck this, I say I hate that
I don't mean any of it
I'm scared so I turn to
Offensive attacks

You need to understand
I don't take you for granted
I just can't let myself open up again
For you to break everything.