Anxiousness (With Just a Spoonful of Doubt)

for the first time
I feel elated
she only arrives to soothe me
she brings ease to my aching heart

but horrendous thoughts plague my mind
is she here only to make him jealous?
is this just a wicked game she plays?

I wont hope,
only doubt
time will tell
what she's really about
I wont let her get to me
until she's worthy of my heart.

I wont be broken again.