8th Deadly Sin

You're my eighth deadly sin and now I know why
You consume every part of me and now I seemed to of lost my mind.
I'm a free independent person use to doing what I want.
It seems you hold me back from a lot of things I love.
I never thought i'd fall for someone who says what I can't do.
Never thought i'd be with a person who says I can't talk to a certain someone.
You layed down rules that for some reason I didn't second guess.
For once I'm thinking maybe obeying wasn't for the best.
But since when do I obey?
Or listen to any opinion anyone says?
Its got to be a sign my independence is slipping away.
I'm losing more of my true self everyday.
But how on earth do I make things change?