give me love ( the L word )

none of us would have known
so unexpected these feelings were
so estrange to us both
but the more we came to embrace them
the more we held each other closer together

i saw her once
but those moments,
my eyes never looked upon her with any desire
i cared for her like a sibling to another
but as time passed us by
the more found of her i became

i'd somehow catch myself staring while she removes her outer garments
or sometimes when my fingers would brush against her silken body to remove her clothing
i'd somehow catch myself yearning to lay my lips upon her skin
to feel it pressing against mine
to feel each curve of her femininity

but how is it possible to think such impure thoughts
how could such feelings grow inside of me
i dismiss them suddenly
as fast as i could so i could pull myself together

still, i wonder, just for a few moments in each day
i just wonder
and i have resort to imagining
picturing her in ways that are wrong
what is wrong with me

but just for one split moment one day
i saw the light at the end of this dark tunnel
while i was far away in mind
my lady, i caught her starring so intently at me
with so much emotion
for a second i just couldnt understand why
but she quickly turned away so i wouldnt look upon her face all flushed in pink

i thought about it the following night
and for some reason i felt happy inside
but i became curious
too curious that my body wouldnt let me be
because within my heart i knew
( i just had to have her )
and so i decided to visit her room that same night

she was still awake as if she knew i would be coming
she just sat up in bed and looked at me with so much desire
it drew me in
she asked me what was the matter as if she didnt know
but she did somehow she felt the same way i did
i just told her i couldnt sleep and i needed was to see her
and i dont know why
she called me over to her bed and commanded me to lay at her side

we layed so close to each other i could hear her heart beat
then she raised up over me and looked me in the eyes
and she touched my lips with her fingers
i felt all kinds of warmth inside
and i couldnt bare it anymore
i kissed her
and she breathe a breath of release as if she yearned for this her whole life

her lips , beautiful and tasted so splendid
my hands eager to touch all her hidden places
and she too explored all my secret places
i've never felt anything like what i did with her body on top of mine
her breast
her thighs
arms and legs intertwine
her hips
her pretty face
soft lips
and her most wet places
it almost felt like too much to bare
the way she grabbed me and i couldn't help but melt into her
this estrange love we must never had shared
she tasted so good,
she made me feel ways impossible
feel her breathing on me
her voice in my ears
my breath on her body that made her weak
her tender touch, her pure heart
and my relentless desire for her
we both plummet to the depth of each other
and slowly fall apart

given into sudden desire
ecstasy embraced in the most erotic ways
feelings felt so sky high
dripping bodies cascading into each other under the brink of the night

give me love like never before
closing my eyes as i crave you more
and as i awake from this fantasy so real
the sadness i feel, knowing i have been waking up alone
and all i want is to taste her lips so beautiful
so go back to sleep
just a little while my love
wait this out as i see you everyday and know that i want to give you love