Dark Hole

Sometimes I wish I had no heart,
Instead Just a black hole.
So I wouldn't have to start,
Feeling like I've been dropped.

My well of emotions I feel right now,
Are nothing but fear and doubt.
But if I were to lie my life down,
Would you shout?

Nothing makes sense anymore.
I'm just stumbling about.
In the darkness of a downpour,
I feel nothing short of lost.

Walking in the circles of this Dark Hole,
I'm looking for love lost.

But whether or not I find what I'm looking for,
I just ponder in thought.