Self Destruct

My mind over clouding
My heart feeling intoxicated
With each step closer to self destruct
Eyes burning with no sleep
Feeling the anger burn inside
Leaving nothing good alive
Wearing myself out
Wondering
Thinking that I should of been gone by now
Vanishing any time soon
And maybe I'd forget about everything
Death only silencing the truth
Not leaving a clue
All these written pages
Never existing
Making the situation look like an accident
A life into a destiny
When I just slowly self destructed