Shame.

Fuck them. Fuck it. Take my soul to heaveN. Leave me here to rot. Popcorn. Cookies. Ice Cream. 20 minutes of sweating and music to feel okay. Pain. Shame. Hate. Sweat. Fuck it, I quit. But I don't. Pills. So many pills. Makeup. Shame. Glasses. Lemonade. Yelling. Shaking. Smoke. Coffee... Oh the coffee. Papers, then books. More shame. So. Much. Shame.