Halfway

No idea what triggered it this time
Afraid to tell, they may think I'm weak...
...and I am.
Weak, afraid and lost.
Lost in this crazy ruined reality that won't let me go.
Go.
Far away to wherever I please.
I'm already cold,
Halfway there,
And chilled to the bone
Just make my lips blue,
And I'll finally see
This place is much better than in my dreams