Killer

I wash my hair in treason.
Brush my teeth with guilt.
I sleep upon a pillow packed with panic to the hilt.
I wake up to silence.
'cause they are all gone.
Revolution built on a bomb.
I blink away, traces of fear.
Call your name but silence is all I hear.
I laugh in the face of turmoil.
Because I know already crap can't get much worse.
The cause is the curse.
No one can save you.
Because we all hate you.
I walk casually,
On the boulevard of denial.
I steal glances,
Cause otherwise they aint free.
The burning of the demons in me.
Screams, they scream. They're pissed.
I laugh away condemnation.
Because no one can condemn you.
I'd say I love you.
But I hate too much to.
I am built in the name
Of poison and rage.
Give up. You fucked up,
Read the recipe from the wrong page.
I am the saint.
I am the sinner.
I am a angel.
I am a killer.