The Words I'll Never Say

Through the years I've watched you,
And I've felt your pain
I was right there with you,
When you thought you'd go insane

But maybe I'm the sick one,
Maybe I'm deranged
Thinking you'd ever love me;
That you could ever change

My soul has cried with you,
Many lonely nights
Even when I was happy,
I thought of your endless fight

I lost all hope for your love,
But I never left your side
Until one day,
It seemed you woke up,
And all was finally in your sight

It was only a moment's weakness,
And here I am again
As far as a stranger;
More an outsider than a friend

Shut the door,
When you leave
Open hearts;
Tend to bleed

I'll wish I never loved you,
And I'll try to turn away
I'll hate you,
And I'll curse you
But I'll be there all the same

I cannot forsake you,
My heart won't go astray
So until death do us further part;
It is yours to break.