Someone Wake Me Up

Some nights the pain comes in small waves,
Other times my thoughts hur and my heart caves.
Someone wake me up.
It feels like I'm going crazy,
And all my thoughts are hazy.
Someone wake me up.
My lungs collapse as the air gets rejected inside,
Please don't find me when I run and hide.
Someone wake me up.
I don't think there's a God or someone to save me,
And this monster isn't who I want to be.
Someone wake me up.
I don't know how I feel,
Is your heart made of steal?
Someone wake me up.
Tomorrow is a different day.
I'm not entirely sure what to say.
Someone wake me up.
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I got really drunk the other night and started hitting things so I wrote this to calm down. First poem in months.