Today

Today,
I figured out why no one likes me.
I'm too negative,
Too unsure.
No one wants to hang out with a girl like me anymore.
I love a boy,
Who doesn't love me back.
I'd kiss a girl,
Even if all she wanted was a quickie around the back.
I'm a mess,
Of me.
And nothings left,
And it's hard for me to breathe.
I am a disaster,
No one wants to save me.
After all,
Can you save someone from themselves?
I want to tell my best friend he should hate me,
But I don't want to fight about it.
He would be better off,
But he won't listen,
And quite frankly,
I'm too selfish to let him go.
I'm lost.
I'm broken.
My heart is just as worthless as any arcade token.
I want to quit but I promised I'd try.
I want to quit but I promised I wouldn't die.
Someone needs to rip my heart from my chest and sew up my lips,
So my heart will stop loving and my lips will stop giving in....
Today,
I figured out why no one likes me,
And you know something?
I don't like me either.

3/2/14 - 11:36 PM