My Mind Is a Clock
My mind is a clock
Ticking at each thought of you
But first lets go back in time
TICK
You're my best friend
The one I depend on
We stay up on the phone for hours
Your presence is comfort
TOCK
I ask you to the dance; as friends
You ask to be more
The world cheers for us
We smile shyly
TICK
I show you all of me
You show me all of you
The awkwardness was comfort
We hold hands as we kiss
TOCK
Things feel different
A year of routine
A year of repeated stories
Do I love you?
TICK
You bitch, you fucking ass
No amount of liquor will let me heal
I hope she's worth it
Is it because she's pretty
TOCK
Why the fuck am I alone
Why do you only spit poison in my direction
I'm sorry I loved you
I'm sorry I'm not enough
TICK
Ticking at each thought of you
But first lets go back in time
TICK
You're my best friend
The one I depend on
We stay up on the phone for hours
Your presence is comfort
TOCK
I ask you to the dance; as friends
You ask to be more
The world cheers for us
We smile shyly
TICK
I show you all of me
You show me all of you
The awkwardness was comfort
We hold hands as we kiss
TOCK
Things feel different
A year of routine
A year of repeated stories
Do I love you?
TICK
You bitch, you fucking ass
No amount of liquor will let me heal
I hope she's worth it
Is it because she's pretty
TOCK
Why the fuck am I alone
Why do you only spit poison in my direction
I'm sorry I loved you
I'm sorry I'm not enough
TICK