Am I?

Am I hard to love? Am I not enough?
Right before you go to sleep do you close your eyes and think of us?
Am I not worth it? Do you really give a shit, am I just some just ass that you hit?
A booty call? Oh, I know that duty calls. But do you have the balls, to tell me how you really feel?
Am I just a friend that you use for some time to kill?
Am I crazy for thinking that this may be real?
Am I really that hard to love, am I not good enough...for you?